This is Kane, Pennsylvania. Kane has just one main street--Fraley. And it's hard to tell from this photo what a hopping place this town has become in recent years. I lived here for almost 4 years, and I LOVED it. Kane sits high on the plateau known as The Big Level, so--unlike most small towns around here--a river does not run through it.
I reluctantly left Kane in 2010, and this little town has made a serious comeback in the decade and a half that I've been gone. There are so many new businesses, most catering to the outdoorsy crowd--hunters, backpackers, snowmobilers, ATVers... My little girls took dance lessons on the second floor of this building. I took this photo while standing in front of the local senior center, and some old folks came out and started chatting. We ended up exchanging names and phone numbers! They invited me back for lunch anytime I'm in town.
A tattoo parlor...in Kane? Yes, indeed. And it's now got swanky loft apartments, microbreweries, a printing press, and lot of bars, shops, and restaurants, too.
And lookie here, a boot store! They sell all kinds of outdoor apparel, but mainly footgear. Fifteen years ago, I never would have believed it if you told me that someday I would buy a new pair of hiking boots in Kane. But I had to do it! I needed new boots, and I wanted to support this place. Surprisingly, they had a lot of customers. I said to the girl at the checkout counter, "Kane has changed!" She said, "Really? It's been like this as long as I've lived here."

It does my heart good to see Kane thriving. This little town was good to me...and for me. I stopped drinking here. The forest healed me...the lovely Allegheny National Forest and environs. I was the pastor of this church. It's one of those unusual churches that looks kind of stark and uninviting on the outside, but it's warm and beautiful inside. Actually, this was originally the Congregational Church. But here in Kane, the Congregationalists (aka, "Puritans") and the Presbyterians merged in the 1950s. They took the Congregational building and sold the old stone Presbyterian building to the Mormons. The Mormons? No. No one in Kane is silly enough to convert to Mormonism. But the Mormons wanted to be in possession of the grave of the Civil War general, Thomas Kane--founder of the town and member of the old Presbyterian church. Mormons like General Thomas Kane because he--though not a believer--protected them in their westward trek to Utah.

I was ordained in this lovely room. Just click on this photo and dwell with it a moment.
Not sure why they're still sporting white paraments in ordinary time. The last Sunday of Eastertide was May 24. But I'm no longer in charge here, so I'll let it go. It's nice that they leave the church open during the daytime. I was the only person there today. I went in and looked around, then spent a half hour or so in a back pew, just taking in the beauty of the place, and the memories, and the sacredness. It was such a joy just to be here again...to rest, and think, and pray.
The first time I ever broke bread at the Holy Table was right here in this room. I was so nervous.
This was my view every Sunday--and we packed this church out! Even the balcony was pretty well filled most Sundays.

I baptized my little girls at this font. Strangely, this church has two baptismal fonts: the old Presbyterian font (from the now-Mormon building) and the Congregationalist font, seen here. This Congregationalist font is much prettier, but it's stuffed away behind a piano, and we never used it--except when I baptized my daughters. The backstory: on Ash Wednesday of 2007, I was just out of the gates, and I wanted to be creative. I'd done some newbie clergy gimmick where people wrote their sins on Post-It notes and drowned them in the waters of the baptismal font. (Yeah, I know, it was trite. But then our artist-in-residence made all that wet paper into a papier mâché butterfly for Easter morning.) On the 2nd Sunday of Lent, when I baptized my daughters, our sins were still soaking in the main baptismal font, so I had to use the other one. (I can't believe you just read all that arcane shite.)

In my day, this was the youth lounge--with old couches and a big TV. It's actually a really nice space. They ought to make it into an art gallery.

Okay, so here's a tale. In November of 2000, I'd just been sent home from Africa, and I was driving from my parents' house in Canton, Ohio, to a new job in Stony Point, New York--right on the Hudson River. My life was a mess. I was still drinking. I REALLY didn't want to be back in the States. I was lonely, and angry, and overwhelmed, and didn't know what would come next. But because I hadn't seen an American autumn in half a decade, I decided to take the scenic route to Stony Point: US Highway 6--which is a beautiful drive across Northern Pennsylvania. With my heart all broken and afraid, I drove right through Kane. "Huh," I thought. "Kane. Grandma used to call this place 'The Icebox of Pennsylvania'. She said there were wolves here." Unbeknownst to me at the time, I drove right past the church where--seven years later--I would be ordained, where I would learn my life's calling, and past the house where I would live happily with my wife and my two sweet little girls.
Sometimes things get better. I'm so grateful, and I really love this place.